I come and go. We’ve been very… Disoriented this morning. A swirling mishmash of who’s who’s mostly feelings few thoughts. Clarity is only just reaching us and it’s only after chugging an energy drink. Feels like crap. Tastes like it too today.

Worried about our partner. Wish we could do something.

There’s a vague sense of aching everywhere. I hear we have a vacation coming up. I don’t pay attention to that. I just assume when we don’t get up we don’t have to be anywhere.

Then we start panicking because we wasted the day.

I don’t.