A finger plunges into fresh soil. A seed falls in. There is a momentary pause before a hand wipes dirt into the hole. It pauses, lingering; a subtle shake rattling through its fingers.
He looks up. A field of earth sprawls before him. A tiny tree sticks up on the far side. A sad smile crosses his shaking lips.
He feels her there, watching him. He can hear her cruel smile pulling back across jagged teeth. She’s speaking cruel words to him. He ignores.
He stands up and turns away from the field, ignoring her entirely. She knows she is inevitable, so she is happy to grin and sneer as he tries to walk away. He knows he will never be free; his fate long set in stone.
Still he laments what once was. So far away in both space and time. His hope died with the infernal machine. It served its purpose, and now it was gone. Now, it was his turn to do the same.
He nearly cries wishing he’d met the same fate as the rest. Why was he cursed to live?
He watches machines built by smarter men than him erect what would become his home. She said so. She pointed to the first building raised along the manufactured coastline. She declared it their home. He clenched his fists at his side as each brick was laid; each timber framed.
In a matter of weeks, a replica of what he left behind would sprawl across this worthless rock. More seeds would be planted.
In a matter of years, voices would fill the streets; lights would turn on in the empty homes.
And yet he would forever be alone.
They would never know what came before. What was sacrificed.
A god, dead for their survival. A planet sundered for their future. No one would ever know.
He climbs the scaffolding and sits upon the steeple of a roof’s frame. He looks out across the sea to a setting sun. It’s too red, he thinks. Sol was a better star.
He sits. Darkness falls and the moon rises. Too oblong, Luna was a better guardian.
He sits.
The sun rises.
It sets.
The moon rises.
It sets.
He sees the passage of time, but will never feel it.
He envies the seeds, big and small. He envies their ability to feel the sunshine on their skin, to grow and live, to find meaning from nothing. To one day close their eyes, never to open them again.
To see their last sunrise and moonfall.
That, he laments, will never be him.
He feels her wicked grin behind him.
He ignores her in favor of counting the minutes, the hours, the days, the years, the decades, the centuries until the day his heart’s song returns. Until he can sing again. Until his soul is lifted from darkness. Until he is whole once more.
Eternity was so beautiful with him by his side.
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Well, it’s been another year of “Eternity’s Irys”! That marks 7 years since the project began as a web series. It is now a book series with the first volume ready to purchase on Amazon! The book series started somewhere around 2022 and, with the help of my partner and illustrator, Rhett, we were able to create the novel of my dreams! “Two Minutes to Midnight” went public on October 31, 2024.
So what did we do in 2025? There was no book release as previously planned, so what was accomplisehd? A lot, actually!
In no particular order, because my observation of time is scattered, here’s what we at EI accomlished in the year 2025 and where we are hopefully heading in 2026.
Second Book Cover Started and Completed
At the start of the year we began work on the cover for “Fly Away”. It started out following “Two Minutes’” design, as all books in a series should, but we quickly realized we hadn’t hit the mark. Rhett wanted to push it, and I agreed so we went in a totally different direction. I was nervous because I knew it would mean having to redo the cover for”Two Minutes” and I had no idea how that would fit into the production timeline. Rhett got to work regardless and managed to create what I consider a masterpiece. Gone were the straight lines of the frame that both congested the artwork and made the print errors often faced with Amazon more evident than they needed to be. The end result was far closer to the vibe I was hoping for from the start.
It was simplified and stark. Just how I wanted it.
The problem was, that was the vibe I wanted for “Two Minutes” as well. Unfortunately, this resulted in Rhett scrapping most of the original cover and starting virtually from scratch. I felt terrible, but the results speak for themselves.
As far as I’m concerned, we’ve reached peak cover art for “Eternity’s Irys”. I expect we’ll be following this trend for the rest of the series.
“Fly Away” Manuscript Complete!
I began and completed the manuscript for the second book this year. It was faster than before (6 years for “Two Minutes”), but it’s still in its editing phase.
As I’ve mentioned before, I cannot currently afford an editor, so all of the corrections are done between myself and my beta readers. It is an arduous process, if I’m being honest. I always give my books at least three passes. We are on the second one for “Fly Away”.
I had initially intended for it to be released early this year (January), but I had a dumb idea that I knew would slow the process down. Instead of four full-page art pieces, I asked Rhett to work on an entirely illustrated epilog. It started out around 20 pages, but of course, I pushed for more. It is now upwards of 30 pages.
We are now looking at a mid 2026 release date, but that is depending on some rather large life changes.
Character Art!
We now have a line-art line-up of all the main characters!
Left to Right:
Saari, Sylus, Jeron, Finn, Inaya, and Castor.
Not pictured for some reason is Edie:
Fun Fact: The “humanoid” cast is evenly split between AFAB and AMAB people 🙂
Third Book
Fear not, my two fans, “The Devil Wears Violet” is underway! The first two chapters have been written and the tone has been set! I have no concept of a production timeline for it yet as I also have no idea what the art capacity will be like for Rhett besides the cover.
The IRL Situation
Personally, it’s been a year. My job was dragging me down and my entire autumn was marred by a botched move. All I had to do was move from my old apartment to the new one next door and boy did it go to hell in a handbasket. I was not okay. I was on the verge of quitting my job because after years of telling managment it was too much, nothing changed (par for the course, but I was in literal pain and never filed a complaint so that was on me).
Well, the move was finished in a few days thanks to my brother and a friend. Still, I’m not entirely finished unpacking. It’s not a big place, but I live alone and was mentally unwell. I’m steadily picking away at it. It’s a gorgeous apartment but I often find myself very concerned about how expensive it is, but that might be resolved soon.
In addition to living in a nicer place now, I moved to a new position at work. One that better meets my capabilities and allows me to pace myself much more reasonably. A lot was placed on my shoulders in my previous position, so much that no one believed me that it was TOO much until I was gone and it took three people to step into my shoes. It was validating in an almost sick way, but I try not to look back, though they still drag me down to the dungeon occasionally to help. My new teamlead is staunchly against them taking me away and it feels… really nice to have someone advocating for me for once.
Oh, and remember what I said about rent? Well, there’s a 99% chance Rhett will be moving in this year which will make this place a dual income household (and I’ll also have the luxury of a live-in illustrator >:) ). This will be huge for everyone and the project itself.
2026 Projection
So what’s the plan?
Overall? The plan is to get “Fly Away” out the door. This is the primary objective that must be completed this year no matter what.
Second, start and finish the cover for “The Devil Wears Violet”. It shouldn’t be too terrible as it borrows heavily from “Fly Away”‘s epilog.
Third, updated character art. Jeron and Sylus have changed an awful lot in the second book so some fresh portraits are likely in order.
Fourth? Maybe put more work into actually selling the books/merch? Being indie is difficult and success is probably impossible, but unless a unicorn of a publisher picks us up, that’s how it’s going to have to be. I try not to think about it too much. I’m in an okay place in life right now, so I’m not as desperate as I once was for it to succeed. I would like it to, to some degree, but I feel more confident in my desire to cultivate a small fanbase that cares for the IP than hit it big and lose control. All of which is very unlikely, but we press on regardless.
Bonus!
More remastered artwork!
Soldheiria 2!
The left image is, I believe, the first piece of artwork Rhett did for the series at the end of 2023 as a sort of test to see if our visions aligned. Which they did.
I asked Rhett to remaster it to celebrate the one year anniversary of the release of “Two Minutes to Midnight”. The second image is where we’re at today featuring Jeron’s updated “Fly Away” design!
I’m so proud of how far both they, as characters, and Rhett, as their illustrator, have come.
Speaking of the illustrator:
A Word from the Illustrator
I asked Rhett to contribute to the retrospective with their own voice and feelings so what follows is their perspective on the project:
Since before I can remember I’ve always had my hands on some method of creation: in daycare it was colored pencils and printed out Pokemon coloring sheets, high school was all original character development and story trades with new friends (this was also where I realized I could gift my art to people… nothing is comparable to seeing someone you care about light up because you drew their characters). College has been the peak of my creative career, but considering that period lasted up until May 2024, I suppose it’d be cheating to imply that it wasn’t without effort.
2024 also brought the delightfully rich world of Eternity’s Irys to my fingertips, and for me, a grateful change of pace from homework to paced, legitimate projects. Tav put out a post for a cover artist and soon we were talking: long, nervous paragraphs exchanged from two folks taking a risk with each other. It was a welcomed surprise to realize that his content was exactly the kind of reading I enjoy most, and by the end of the first pass I was hooked to these two traumatized men and their love story. In the interim we discussed illustrations to include, looping in another close friend to beta read and brainstorm, and we landed on some heavy-hitting moments that we couldn’t not put onto paper.
Ultimately, Eternity’s Irys has brought me an excuse to look forward to the long term.
This is only getting started for either of us.
This entire endeavor has brought me so much hope, let alone the opportunity to share a story that desperately needs to be told. Jeron and Sylus go through so much together… change, fear, love, discovery… and there’s so much realism in their emotional processing that it’s allowed me my own self reflection. I’m excited to learn with them. Grow, even. They already hold my pen as I draw them. Besides, they’re two gays in a cosmic struggle. Oversimplified as that is, that’s like my whole personality.
And if you want the truth, they give me a cosmic struggle. Countless times we’ve started a project involving Jeron and Sylus and one or the other will decide that that is the time to play with me. One’s eyes will be off-brand in one image, but in another project they’ll be perfect. I’ve told them if they don’t cooperate then they get to reap the consequences: terrible stick figure memes.
That said… we have yet to agree on what Sylus’ butt looks like.
~Rhett
Conclusion
It’s me again. Thank you to everyone who’s been following the project, and especially to those who have taken a risk and purchased the book. I can’t tell you how much every like, comment, share, and purchase means to us and the project as a whole. We hope to continue offering content worthy of your time and investment.
May 2026 be the year “Eternity’s Irys” truly blooms.
Until next time o/
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HAPPY FIRST BIRTHDAY TO A FULLY PUBLISHED “ETERNITY’S IRYS”!
Printing with Amazon has been a mixed bag. I can’t exactly not use them due to cost effectiveness, but quality can vary wildly. The most common issue was the covers appearing off kilter in some what. The spines would be at an angle, the front would be off center and this was all made so much more obvious with the presence of the frames offering straight lines with which we could easily see the discrepancies.
So a thing happened wherein Rhett and I readdressed some of the obstacles that made the covers difficult to print consistently. Mainly the frame on the spine and, to a lesser extent, the frame on the front and back. My initial approach was to remove the one from the spine so no matter how “off” the printing was, there’d be no straight lines to make it obvious. After that, Rhett entertained the idea of removing the frames entirely to avoid ALL straight edges that might make misaligned printing obvious.
In extending the wing on “Fly Away” to account for the removed frames, we kind of slipped into an aesthetic shift. The darker, gloomier approach I’d hoped for from the start began to manifest. This resulted in a what was essentially a complete overhaul of “Fly Away”‘s cover.
Improved tools and greater experience lead to the masterpiece above. I am so pleased with the result. It hits all the notes I could ever want from a cover for my book.
But it didn’t stop there!
Immediately after, Rhett took on redoing “Two Minutes to Midnight” to match this new aesthetic.
AND I AM SCREAMING!
“Two Minutes to Midnight” now embodies EVERYTHING I could have ever wanted from it. Rhett’s absolutely STUNNING work absolutely gives my stories the gorgeous covers they deserve.
Anyway, this is now the trend for all covers going forward and I’m so excited.
Other News
The epilog for “Fly Away” has been somewhat extended and is at about the half way point of line art. We still don’t have a definitive release date, but I’m certain it’ll be sometime early next year.
First pass of edits are complete and now I have to sync the manuscript with Atticus to upload to Amazon for a fresh author copy featuring the new cover!
Full Cover Comparisons
“Two Minutes to Midnight” 
“Fly Away” BONUS
One year anniversary art!
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To start off the year, we’ve gone back and remastered Sylus’ and Jeron’s designs to better match their lore-accurate descriptions!
The “original” designs were something of a test for the illustrator as well as myself to see how my descriptions translated. Since then, they’ve become much more familiar with these characters in both personality and appearance. The result was a revisiting of their designs.
As always, all artwork is done by Rhett Cameron Morris (@firelocket on Instagram)
Jeron
Before 
After I knew from the start we already had a very good grasp on Jeron. He does have quite a bit more going on and looks absolutely fantastic fully rendered. Left was definitely a good place to start and it’s very clear that it lead to the final result. Jeron now features his guitar in melee mode and his bat familiar as well as his Sion’Dri cross. He’s wearing his very functional and minimalist casual attire featuring his mother’s old boots she handed down to him at some point.
He is exactly how I envisioned him.
Sylus
Berfore 
After Well, this was a bit more of a complicated process. Sylus has long been a design nightmare for me. Back when we were working on the illustrations for “Two Minutes to Midnight” he proved to be my biggest point of issue (Rhett was very patient but I know I was reaching critical pest levels at times) Mostly because of his origins as a vessel and less a truly independent character. As a personal note, I did go through some stages of grief realizing how far he’d escaped my control. I struggled to accept what I was looking at. I struggled to accept that he wasn’t just in my head anymore as an amorphous representation of my own struggle with representation. Granted, he always looked a certain way, but unlike Jeron, he was more a collection of concepts than a fully put-together design. I think my beta-readers started forcing me to really think about his appearance in a more solid way.
Anyway…
Sylus features finned ears, shark-tooth underbite, a reverse angler light, and, of course, one of his many signature tentacles. He’s sporting his “casual” attire. The only thing he’s missing to be “formal” is his jacket. He’s holding a glob of the inky acid he uses in combat.
Final Thoughts
Rhett did an amazing job and I couldn’t be happier. They had to listen to me cry about Sylus and have a minor mental break when I realized I had to separate myself from him after 7 years.
Now that their “Two Minutes to Midnight” designs are complete, we have the groundwork to build on with future designs. As of the end of “Two Minutes” and the beginning of “Flyaway”, Jeron is already markedly changed. Sylus will be receiving an overhaul in “The Devil Wears Violet” (working title for book 3).
Remaining designs I’d like to get to down the line:
-Secondary Characters
-Void Spawns / Bestiary
-Other Critical Voidal Entities
-Sylus’ “Lord Form”
-Sylus’ “Final Form”
-Jeron’s “Final Form”
-Jeron’s Familiar’s True Form (she’s a bit more than just a little bat)The next immediate project is the cover for “Flyaway”.
After that, there’s a massive project that will be undertaken in lieu of illustrations for “Flyaway”.
There’s a lot going on, so I hope you stay tuned!
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White light. Clicks and soft beeps filled the air. Tense voices I couldn’t discern echoed from unknown directions. All at once, the serenity snapped to red-lit chaos. Machines wailed and screeched in agony. The voices rose to words I could barely understand.
“-has to be-” One sounded eerily familiar.
“There isn’t…” The other, I swore I recognized.
“THERE HAS…”
“You know…”
“I WON’T LE-”
“-no choice-”
“PLEASE!”
“-well, lo-”
Heart-wrenching screams seared through my mind.
I bolted upright, nearly slamming my head into the windshield of my truck. My hands clung to the steering wheel, sweet dripping from my brow. Taking deep, agonizing breaths, I raised the back of my chair to meet my rigid spine. A dream. A nightmare. It felt unnervingly real. But all dreams felt that way in the moment, didn’t they?
I turned to my passenger fast asleep in the seat beside me as I still struggled to catch my breath. Asleep, his nostrils flared as tiny snores pierced the silent night. I reached for his hands folded across his stomach as the echoes of the nightmare faded from memory.
Sighing, I returned my grip to the steering wheel. He was still there. That was all that mattered. Turning the key in the ignition, he snapped upright beside me, chairback and all.
“Morning already?” He wiped his eyes with the heels of his hands.
“N-no.” I breathed. “I just couldn’t sleep anymore.”
He turned to me. “You look like you’ve seen a ghost.”
“Just a bad dream.” I shifted the truck into drive.
“Can’t promise there won’t be more of those.” He looked out the window beside him.
To the west, just above the horizon, hung the tattered remains of Ancora’s moon, Onus. A net of tentacles spewed from its gaping, stony wound, floating through the sky like flotsam on a sea of perpetual night.
“It’s already out of my head.” I forced a laugh. “But it felt so… Real.”
He smiled. “A prophesy, perhaps.”
“Keeper help me, I hope not.” My grip tightened on the steering wheel again.
“Are you certain you’re well enough to drive, Love?”
“I-” I wasn’t. The details had fled my mind, but my nerves were still shaking.
“Why not lie back down? You don’t have to go back to sleep, but you need to give yourself some rest.”
“I just woke up.” I adjusted my eyepatch to hide the twinge of Voidsight that had started kicking in.
“You know what I mean, Love.” He smiled softly. “Here.” A tentacle reached over to the key and turned the engine off. “I know your instinct is to work away trauma and pain, but let’s try something a bit different, shall we?”
“Trauma?” I chuckled. “I don’t even remember what it was about.”
“Something that cut deep, I’d wager.”
I finally let my hands slip from the steering wheel.
“Y-yeah…”
“Just because you don’t remember it, doesn’t lessen the effect it had on you.”
I turned to him. “Thanks, Sy.” I choked out.
He turned as much as he could in his chair to face me. Reaching out, he put his arms around my shoulders and leaned me down over the space between us, resting my head on his belly. A net of tentacles wove themselves beneath me, sparing my side from the hard plastic console. I slid my arms around him.
“Rest.” He cooed.
I nodded against him as my eyes grew heavy. The hum of his core and the warmth of his skin was all I needed to whisk me back into a peaceful, dreamless sleep.
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And with that, the illustrations are complete*!
All three will be in print copies ONLY!
We had some issues with Sylus’ face, but I think it was all in me not used to seeing him in a pose that offered more than a profile. It still feels a bit strange to see his face fully, but I know we got it right.
As always, thank you to @fire_locket for their artistic prowess and willingness to work with me on my beloved project!
*There may or may not be a small something something in the works… We shall seeeee…
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Behold! The second full-page illustration for the print versions of “Eternity’s Irys”!
Apologies for the belated update, but it honestly slipped my mind even though I’ve been plastering it everywhere because just look at it!
@fire_locket strikes again with their crazy skills. I love how in love they look. It just warms my heart every time I stare at it.
Additionally it was with this illustration that we realized I’d given Rhett the wrong page dimensions. The result was just a little more arting on their behalf and NOW we finally have full bleed images!
Since I was so darn late to post this, have a teaser for the third, and final, illustration:
It’s not even done, but I love it. Again with the body language! I always want to say Rhett is talented, but its all hard work, practice, and developing skill. It’s not just talent, it’s effort and understanding the subject matter to an amazing degree.
If all continues apace, the third illustration should be done by this coming Sunday! After that, we have some touching up to do and then we should be all set to get some physical copies for selling come October!
To say I’m excited is an understatement. I know I’ve said it before, but I’m going to say it again. This whole project has become a dream come true and I couldn’t be more grateful to everyone who’s helped me get this far.
Stay tuned for more updates and maybe a way to preorder if you’re so inclined!
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Behold! The first of three full-page illustrations that will appear in physical copies only! Taken directly from the pages of the book, it depicts a scene of great importance. No context, though, because spoilers!
It’s an absolutely stunning piece by Rhett that I plan on framing at some point.
Stay tuned for the next two as they are completed!
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I have come today to proudly introduce the world to the lead character and voice of Eternity’s Irys. You’ve known him by name for a while now, but now you get to meet him in person.
Jeron Miles in all his full-color glory by @fire_locket
It’s a bit of a leap in plot to call him an Archon, but it sounded good so I went with it.
This rendition comes from the first half of the book as Jeron grows and changes quite a bit by the end, but for spoiler reasons, we’ll keep it simple for now.
He was born with Voidsight allowing him to see things most people cannot. In Qalian, he’s a what the called a Dalafaem or Veil Piercer. This means that he already had an aptitude for voidal magics.
Upon meeting Sylus, he was able to tap into his innate ability and manifest it as offensive and defensive spells in the form of music played from his mother’s guitar. Strangely enough, the guitar doubles as an actual ax when more close quarter combat is unavoidable.
He’s come a long way from being a secondary character and a mere friend of Sylus’ to being the narrator and calling the rotund Voidlord his boyfriend. I firmly believe he was always destined to be the true catalyst of the tale and I’m so glad we finally made it to this point.
If you want to read a bit more about him, he has a basic character sheet you can find here.
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He awoke with a start to the sound of gently scraping metal in a room he didn’t recognize. Confused, he sat up in an unfamiliar bed, still fully dressed, to find someone in it with him.
A John?
Dinner?
He couldn’t recall, but they were seated across his legs and leaned down just below the rise of his stomach. The scraping sound was coming from there.
He jerked his legs and they sat up.
“Hey big guy.” They smiled as he shook long dreadlocks out of his face and over his shoulders.
He is your Archon. His name is Jeron. The cohabitator of his body reminded him.
A flurry of memories swirled through his mind. They were traveling. This was a motel room. He was madly in love with the soft eyes that now searched his face for recognition.
With the edge of confusion gone, he relaxed back on his elbows.
“What are you doing down there?” He mumbled.
“You’ll see.”
“Will I?”
Jeron nodded. “Later. I promise. Go back to sleep.” He patted Sylus’ belly.
Sylus grumbled before allowing himself to lay back down. Knowing he was safe, he let himself fall back to sleep.
Morning came and he woke up once more. This time he had the luxury of rebooting all his memories without the distress of suddenly being conscious.
Beside him, under the covers, slept Jeron. He smiled. Leaning over, he kissed him softly on the cheek. A small coo came in reply.
With a sigh, he rolled over to get up. He didn’t sweat and his body only had to reject dirt to technically be “clean”, but he still felt the need for a shower. It was the human in him.
Sitting on the edge of the bed, he was reminded he never undressed for bed. He briefly tried to remember why, but gave up. It didn’t matter. He slept in his suit all the time.
Standing up, he shuffled into the bathroom and started the shower as he undressed before the mirror. He never really liked seeing himself but ever since the change it’d gotten easier to accept the face that looked back at him was his own.
He undid his belt and pulled it off. His fingers ran over the what should have been a smooth buckle, but he was quick to notice something different in the metal surface.
There, neatly carved into the top were two letters. Initials. The handwriting was meticulous and unmistakable.
“J. M.”
“Miles.” He breathed as beautiful memories surfaced in his mind. “Jeron Miles.”
A stupid smile snapped across his lips as he looked up into the mirror to find Jeron sitting up in bed, yawning. His gaze lingered long enough for his lover to catch it from across the room.
“In case you ever forget to whom your fat, tentacly ass belongs.” He smiled so softly through a frame of discheveled hair.
Sylus looked down at his belt. Had it been anyone else, they’d be dead. But it wasn’t anyone else and it would never be anyone else.
He smiled as he hung his clothes on the hook behind the door before getting into the scalding shower that awaited him.
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BEHOLD! A COVER!
I love it so much. I’m so happy to see all the line work coming together. Rhett’s doing an amazing job and I can’t thank him enough.
With the bulk of the outlines done, that really just leaves details, colors and shading. I shouldn’t say “just” because that’s still an awful lot of work. In fact, I think that’s the hardest part of any project so let me just rescind that “just”.
We’ll also be ironing out text closer to reveal time.
But yeah. There it is. The bones of my book cover!
In other news!
I swore this was going to be my last editing pass, but something happened. I reworked a major plot point to remove some clunk I was struggling with. Which resulted in an entire rework of the ending, but that’s a good thing! I was really afraid of end being the weakest point of the entire book and, as it was, I sincerely think it was. It’s been messing me up for a while, but I finally have a clear path forward.
Things to look forward to!
Full cover reveal coming next month! I don’t know how much of an event it’s going to be, but I hope to make something of it for Pride Month.
Speaking of Pride, I don’t think I’ll be doing daily shorts again. A lot of my focus is currently on getting the book out the door by October. I might get a handful of shorts if any, but no promises.
All in all, it’s going well.
Here’s an updated timeline of events:
I’m still in a bit of shock that this is all actually happening. That I’m actually going to publish a book and its going to have an awesome cover AND there’s gonna be illustrations. I’m just floored by the thought of how amazing this whole thing is gonna be.
If you’re maybe a little excited, too, stay tuned for more!
Until next time! \o
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^This is finally gonna make a whole lot more senseUpdate! (5/10)
There’s been some developments and rather than make a whole new post I’m just gonna put it here!
More line work!
It’s so beautiful 🥹
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I’ve been sitting on a Cricut Explore 3 for about 2 years now. With the book happening, I decided I wanted to start making use of it for in-house merch. Which resulted in trading my laserjet (for printing manuscripts) for an inkjet and learning how to print images.
Anyway, here’s my process, which I’m putting here for my own info as well as just sharing:
To begin with, most of my own methodology came from this vid on YouTube: HOW TO MAKE PRINT THEN CUT STICKERS WITH CRICUT by Kayla’s Cricut Creations I even went so far as to use the material she suggested which she links but I’ll put it here, too: Printable Vinyl Sticker Paper – 25 Super Glossy Waterproof Labels for Inkjet and Laser Printers – Premium White Full Sheets – Strong Adhesive – Tear Resistant
It was all pretty straightforward, to be honest. I uploaded one of Rhett’s pieces, it offered to remove the background, but he’d already done that for me, resized it and then created the offset. Now, my options looked a little different from her’s, but she helped me get my bearings. It took SEVERAL passes to realize I had to make the offset AND the outline white so it wouldn’t print.
The Cricut did a great job, but I was running into a quality issue that after finally eating something and thinking with a clear head I realized was coming from my printer. You see, the stickers weren’t pealing cleanly from the back. At first I thought the vinyl was old or something, but then my big ol’ pea brain turned on and I realized the printer was probably oversaturating the material. Sure enough, I came to a more solid realization when I smudged one of the stickers.
SO! As Kayla suggested, I opened the system dialog and made a few alterations. One being telling the machine I was printing on glossy paper and the second being changing the quality to “Draft”. Still not sure that second one mattered, but it was on a forum post about images smudging after being left to dry. My piece had been sitting for about an hour and still smudged.
ETA: I left a sheet out overnight and it still smudged. So, believe it or not, I consulted the FAQ that came with the vinyl sheets. Lo and behold, I was reminded DPI was a thing. Lowered that and printed a new sheet. Zero smudging. Additionally, the vinyl suggested I use the Cardstock setting and AGAIN, I got the results I wanted:
A stack of waterproof, free cut, smudgeless stickers! (end of edit)
Anyway, with those changes, we ran it again and here’s the result!
Please ignore the crease as I apparently don’t know how to handle stickers.
You can look forward to this and some other designs going on sale AND/OR be included in pre-order bundles! More to come on that soon!
As always, stay tuned!
🦑💜🦇An additional edit:
Encountered a weird issue with this one during the cut phase, but it was probably because I put the sheet in crooked. Most of them came out just fine!
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“Sylus?”
He stood at the counter gazing sleepily at a toasting toaster.
“Hm?” He replied without averting his gaze.
“Why are you making frozen waffles at 2am?”
He shrugged.
“There’s batter in the fridge.”
“And I’m certain it’d taste better.”
“Would you like me to get the batter?”
He shook his head. “Sometimes you just need some frozen waffles.”
The toaster gave a light ding as golden-brown waffles popped out. Lifting them out with his bare, unfazed fingers, he rested them on a plate before putting four more into the toaster. After gently lowering them in, he began buttering the finished ones.
“And why do you need frozen waffles?” I made my way over to the freezer/fridge combo.
“Hungry. Too tired for batter.”
“Mm, well, that can’t be true.”
“And why’s that?” He meticulously spread butter over every crevice of the waffles.
“There’s like 20 pounds of bacon still in here.”
“And?”
“And a ham.”
“So?”
“Sylus, you’re a carnivore. If you’re hungry, why are you making frozen waffles?”
“Sometimes you just need frozen waffles.”
I glared at him as I closed the freezer.
“Want some?”
“Where did you even get-” I cut myself off and shook my head. “N-nevermind.”
“They’re not stolen, if that’s what you’re wondering.”
I pursed my lips and sighed.
“You want some frozen waffles, Jeron?”
I sighed again. Pre-made food was never something we did in my home. It was from scratch or nothing. I could smell the difference between the frozen waffles and the family recipe batter sitting in the fridge. It was different, but not necessarily bad.
“Some processed carbs never killed anyone.” Sylus spoke as he unloaded another four waffles only to swiftly replace them with four more.
I leaned my back against the fridge and folded my arms across my chest.
“Well?” He murmured as he dressed his fresh waffles.
I glared at him.
Silence set in until the toaster popped once more. Sylus took them out and placed them in a separate plate. He was a bit less heavy handed with the butter and syrup.
Lifting both plates into his hands, he turned to me and offered the smaller of the two.
“Sometimes you just need some frozen waffles.” He repeated.
Shaking my head I took them from him. Smelled okay. Decent consistency on my fork. I took a bite.
Definitely not homemade but also… They were pretty good, in their own way.
“I suppose you do need some frozen waffles from time to time.” I mumbled through a mouthful.
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Author’s Note: Uh… Okay…
“Eight songs, a book, and a luxury item?” Sylus put the book down. “How do you carry 8 songs? CD? Cassette? Has to be cassette. You can fit way more than 8 on a CD. What about a tablet? Oh, there’s the luxury item! I can put a book and 8 songs on it. Easy.”
I ran my hand down my face. “Let’s say records, one per song, a physical book, and a luxury item that would survive a shipwreck.”
“Well now you’re just making it needlessly complicated. Why would I be traveling with 8 45 singles?”
“Sylus.”
“Jeron.”
“Just answer the question.”
“I did.”
“Alright.” I breathed. “What book and songs are on your tablet?”
“You first.”
“Me?! You’re the one with the tablet!”
He shrugged.
“I don’t even know eight songs and I only have one book… As for a luxury item, I’ll just stick you in my suitcase.”
“Me?!”
I nodded. “I know you’d fit with enough effort.”
He looked down at his massive self. “What.”
“You’d fit. You know that.”
“Physics aside, I’m a luxury item?”
“Well with you I could have any luxury item I want so why bring any if I can just bring you?”
He glared. “I thought you wanted to do this in the spirit of the prompt.”
“I did, but you’re bringing a tablet. So I’ll just stuff you and your tablet in my suitcase. Problem solved.”
Sylus opened his mouth to speak only to close it again.
“See? Two can play that game!”
He groaned.
“Besides, neither of us could be stuck anywhere for long enough to make use of any of that stuff.”
He sighed and shrugged.
Reaching for the coffee table, he picked up the little book again.
“Shall I find us another?”
I put a hand on his. “Save it for next year.” I kissed him on the cheek.
Author’s Final Closing Note: Broke the 4th wall for this one. Figured why not since it’s the last post for this round of 14 days of romance. Took a bit longer than 14 days to get the out, but hey, they’re done.
I’d like to give a special thanks to Clyde the Couch Squid for holding the book for every entry. I like to think he got a bit more confident toward the end.
For now, the little book of romantic ideas is getting shelved until next year.
Until then, spread the love! 🏳️🌈
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Author’s Note: This is kind of a silly idea. Additional Taylor Swift quote for relevancy 🤣
“B-16!” The caller yelled.
Sylus furiously studied his card. When he didn’t find a match, he cursed and took a shot of liquor.
Meanwhile, I marked the spot on mine.
“How’re you sodamnlucky?” His words slurred together a bit.
“Sylus, this was your idea. You wanted to win that stupid maraca set…”
“Hand. Made!”
“Sylus…”
“They’re my colors, too.”
“Yes they are.”
“I-5!”
“Oh for the love of!” Sylus slammed his hand on the table and took another shot.
I marked my card. I was now in a position to win in several different ways.
Sylus wasn’t the only one drinking. It was part of the rules that if you didn’t get a spot, you had to imbibe. I wasn’t happy with that as I’m not a drinker, but Sylus said he could hold enough for the both of us. I think he assumed he couldn’t get drunk. We were ten calls in and he was wasted.
“G-75!”
I threw my hand in the air. “Bingo!”
Sylus chugged the rest of his shots. He had zero marks on his card.
“Congratulations! Pick a prize from the table.”
“Jus’gotta remindmyself, it’s a charity thing.” Sylus muttered.
I kissed his cheek before going to retrieve his maracas. They were painted black with sparkly purple stars. Wisps of purple caressing the bottom of the rattle resembled tendrils.
I shook the caller’s hand before making my way back to our table.
“Here.” I offered him his instruments.
He took them with invisible tentacles and shook them by his ears. “Soundsnice.”
“I’m glad you like them. Can we get going now before you start desiccating?”
“I amnot desi- desuh…”
“Come on, big guy.” I put his arm over my shoulders and helped him out of his chair.
“Buh…” He groaned as I led him back out to the truck.
“Was it worth it?” I laughed as I shoved him onto the back bench.
Laying on his back, he chook his maracas and nodded. “They sound like rain. Rain is water. I’m thirsty.”
I rolled my eyes. I grabbed a jug of water from the back of the truck and set it on the floor beside him. Taking one of his already-wilting tentacles, I put it inside so he could stay hydrated.
“Alright.” I sighed as I got back into the driver’s seat. “Off we go.”
I felt something slither up from beneath my chair. A tentacle wrapped around my left ankle. I smiled.
Author’s Closing Note: I’m still not 100% sure if Sylus can get drunk or how that mechanic would work, but what the heck. He can for the sake of this silly thing.
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Author’s Note: This one’s tough. The sun doesn’t rise anymore and the moon is anchored to the planet. Maybe I can just… Forget all that in the name of some romance…
We sat upon the roof in our respective chairs. Hot drinks in our hands, we watched as a long dead galaxy rose over the horizon. Eons ago this swirl of starlight existed countless lightyears away, but now it’s echo rose over the broken moon that tethered our world to the Void.
It felt so close that I could reach out and touch it. Feel the burning of the stars on my skin. I wonder how many lives once inhabited it’s worlds. How many species were ended by the Void? How many escaped into the peace of a natural extinction? How old had these stars been before being extinguished by the cold march of time?
It felt so strange to think about all these things. Isolating but somehow nostalgic at the same time. I’d never know those people. I’d never speak their language or eat their food. I’d never know a single thing about their lives and yet in that memory that hung in our Ancora sky, singular moments of their existence were frozen. Still outside of my reach.
I wanted to know them. To understand them in some way. Travel their stars just as I wish I could travel mine. How far had their lights come to be here and now?
I sipped my coffee and Sylus sipped his tea.
I wonder what he’s thinking. How does he feel about this alien body gliding across our sky?
Our conduit opened and I felt his sadness. Lamentations of what could have been. Some part of him had seen some of those worlds. Some part of him had lived among those people. But that part would never speak on it. Qaitax wasn’t one to linger on the past. What to me felt like an insurmountable distance of time and space was a mere blink of an eye to the dead lord that lurked behind my lover’s eyes.
Time crept on and the galaxy made it’s way behind us. A million suns setting on our horizon. Would they rise again tomorrow? Or would another memory take their place?
I sipped my coffee and Sylus sipped his tea.
Author’s Closing Note: Nice and prose-y, this one. I think it went a lot better than expected. 😊
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Author’s Note: I laughed when I saw this one. Sylus has no bones and Jeron’s never done yoga in his life. Let’s see how they fair…
I sat in the living room on a blanket, legs crossed beneath me, hands upturned on my knees, breathing along with the instructions coming from my phone. Somehow being a Blood Mage didn’t make me nearly as limber as I’d hoped. My mind was sharp, but my body?
“Your body’s fine.” Sylus replied to my thoughts as he crested the stairs. “You’re still in great shape so I hope that’s not your concern.”
“I have no doubt that I’m in shape, but I’m stiff and anxious and stuff.” I twisted around to match the image on my phone. “I’ve heard this can help.”
He crouched down and squinted at the tiny video playing on my phone.
“Yoga?”
“Yup.” I replied, though strained as I forced my limbs into another pose.
“I can safely say I’ve never done it before.”
Something in my back cracked. Loudly. I sighed in relief.
“Well if all you needed was a back cracking.” He unfurled his tentacles.
“There’s a spiritual factor to it, too.” I changed poses with a bit more effort than before.
“Hmm.” He scratched his beard.
“It feels good to stretch your own body in different ways.”
I felt him sit down beside me.
“Gonna stretch the old tentacles?” I muttered as I struggled to get into another pose he’d already effortlessly emulated. “It’d be different if you had a skeleton.”
“The perks of being a space squid.”
I tried to laugh, but my twisting made it difficult.
He moved into the next pose with zero effort while I struggled to get my leg high enough. He was massive and he moved like it was nothing. I was fit and lithe and I often found myself struggling.
“Like you said, no bones.” He must have noticed me quietly comparing my performance to his. “We’re different species, Jeron. Don’t think too much about it.”
We moved into a few more poses and only once did he struggle. Mostly because he had no idea what the instructor was doing with their body and it mortified him. He got it in the end, though. I think it was Pigeon Pose or something?
As things started winding down, I finally found myself nailing every pose. My body felt almost airy as I seamlessly shifted around.
When it came time to rest, we sat side by side, legs folded beneath us, palms resting upward on our knees.
Breathing in sync, I could feel a placid calm wash over me. It was the best I’d felt in years.
I let loose a comfortable sigh. Sylus chuckled in reply.
“Did it work?” He mumbled.
“Hm?”
“Did it soothe your spirit?”
I smiled. “I think it did, actually.”
“Good.” He smiled.
Author’s Closing Note: Short, sweet, something 😊
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Author’s Note: Missed yesterday, ruining my streak. Whatever was bugging me Saturday pretty much took me down on Sunday so sorry about that. Anyway! Today’s prompt looks a bit redundant considering how I handled the mixtape one, but let’s see if we can do something different with it!
“I’m hungry.” Sylus grimmaced.
“Then go get something to eat. I’ll park the car and-“
“For a burger.”
“Oh, well, that’s not exactly-“
“Efficient, I know, but I can dream, can’t I?”
“I’m sure you know a good place for a burger. Let’s just-“
“No drifting.”
“Right.”
He thrust his head back dramatically. “What I wouldn’t give for a juicy burger and some hand-cut fries.”
“Your not usually this,” I motioned to him as he threw a hand across his forehead, “theatrical. Something else on your mind?”
“A lot is on my mind, but at the forefront is the very intrusive thought of eating a grilled burger dripping with meat juices.”
“That’s it?”
“It’s that or I start shutting down from the welling anxiety hanging out on the other side of it.”
“Then I guess I have to find us a burger place.”
We drove a bit further down the empty road until a light rose in the distance. I slowed down as we approached.
“Douggy’s Dive…” I read aloud. It was a small, single-story building surrounded by trucks and motorcycles. Neon beer advertisements hung in the windows along with a marquee “OPEN” sign. Loud music poured out from inside. It looked dark and dingy and-
The passenger door slammed shut and I watched, jaw dropped, as Sylus made his way past the front of the truck.
I rolled down my window. “What the hell are you doing, Sylus?!” I hissed.
“Gettin’ a burger.”
“Here?!”
“Why not?”
“I mean… look at it!” I thrust an arm out the window.
Sylus glanced at the building then back at me. “What about it?”
And then I remembered he’d probably eaten in places even worse than this one.
“You really think they’ll have a good burger?”
“100% sure.”
I sighed as I parked the truck across the street and met him where their parking lot met the road.
“Just act like you belong.” Sylus spoke as he reached for the door. “Sure you might get pegged as a traveler, but there’s nothing wrong with that.”
The smell of smoke and beer instantly smacked me in the face as we entered. Sylus was beaming as if it didn’t smell like a thousand cartons had be lit up at the same time. Probably helped he didn’t have to breath in the first place.
Stained glass lights hung from the ceiling casting light through a fog of tobacco smoke. Everything, walls, tables, chairs, ceiling, was wood. Across from the entrance was a small stage with a jukebox and microphone on it.
“Evening!” He shouted to a waiter over the music.
“Sit wherever!” The waiter shouted back.
“Sounds good to me.” Sylus looked around for an open table. “Seems a simple two-seater’s our only option.”
I stood beside him, arms clamped to my sides. There was a very particular kind of person that filled this place and I was trying very, very hard not to let my low-boiling fear get the better of me.
Sylus turned to me. “You okay?”
“There are a lot of burly white men here.”
“Jeron.”
“Yes?”
“I am burly white men.”
“Oh my god.” I leaned into him. “You know what I mean.”
“I’m not sure I do?”
I leaned in close. “Bikers” I whispered in his ear.
“What about em?”
“Skinheads?”
He scanned the room.
“I don’t see any particularly worrisome iconography anywhere.”
“Sylus…”
“Look, if someone gives us shit, they die. Simple as.”
“You’d just kill a guy in public?”
“Jeron, love, I could take down this entire establishment and have room for seconds. Let’s not tempt fate, shall we?”
I sighed as I took his arm and he led me to the open table he’d spotted.
As soon as we sat down, a glass of water appeared before both of us along with menus. We looked up and the waiter was already gone.
It was a single laminated sheet covered in bar food. Sylus flipped it over and found his burger almost instantly.
“Says hand-cut fries too!”
I pursed my lips as I browsed the greasy offerings.
“I guess I’ll have a burger, too. And some fried pickle chips.”
“Excellent choice!”
“How do you want them cooked?” The waiter appeared again.
“Mooing, but still a consistent patty.” Sylus replied.
“Rare.”
“Uh, pink?” I replied.
“Medium rare. Good with fries?”
We nodded.
With that, he vanished again.
I kept looking around the room at the clientele, but not a single one of them was looking at us.
“Stereotypes exist for a reason, Jer.” Sylus said. “But they’re not good for judging character.”
“Y-yeah…” I sighed.
“Besides, orders are already in, so we should be out of here in half an hour. Tops.”
I felt almost bad for assuming the worst, but I couldn’t help it. Terrible people came out of the woodwork during the Sand-Sea War. I hated thinking about it, but it was a fact of reality.
“Here we are.” The waiter returned with three plates, put them down and was about to step away again when Sylus grabbed his wrist.
“Can I get another?” He pointed at his empty plate.
“I, uh, s-sure?”
Sylus released him and the waiter made his way back into the kitchen.
“What the hell did you do with it?!”
He swallowed. “You know how it is.”
“The whole thing?”
“I’ll taste the second one.”
“Keeper help me.” I muttered as I turned to my own meal.
It looked and smelled fine. I poked everything on my plate. Felt fine, too. I took a deep breath as I picked up the burger. A single bite told me I didn’t have to worry anymore. It tasted so much better than I could’ve hoped for.
The music quieted down.
“Alright everyone!” One of the burlier of the men had gone up onto the stage and now held the mic. “It’s Tuesday so you know what that means!” He had a bit of an accent to him, but as with every other accent I’d encountered, I had no idea where it was from.
A roar of cheers filled the room.
“Oh my god.” Sylus snorted.
“What?”
“Karaoke!” The man cried out.
“Oh my god.” Sylus snorted as he folded his hands on the table and lowered his head into them.
“It’s not like we have to, Sy.”
“Leather vests? Chaps? The hats? Studs?” He rolled his head on his arms. “We’re surrounded by bears.”
“B-bears?” I looked around. Not everyone in the room was a massive guy, but there was a stark lack of any women. “Wait…”
“Sing a song, get a beer! That’s the Douggy Guarantee!” He spoke with an affluent swagger and flicked his wrist over the mic.
Another round of cheers.
“Don’t all come clamoring up at once!”
Another guy stumbled up onto the stage and took the mic. He pressed some buttons on the jukebox and started singing an incredibly off-key version of a song I’d never heard before.
Sylus sat back and burst out laughing.
The waiter returned with his second burger.
“Is a gay bar, yeah?” He choked out between laughs.
“Sure is.” The waiter smiled before walking away.
“Oh for the love of- Of course I dragged us into a gay bar.” He laughed.
Several songs were butchered, and Sylus was on his fourth burger, before the announcer returned.
“How about you two!” He pointed to us. “Yer new ’round here! Come on up!”
“I-I can’t sing.” I choked out over a fry.
“Neither can I.” Sylus stood up and made his way to the stage.
“Syyyluuusss…” I creaked as I slid down into my chair.
He and the announcer mumbled back and forth as they rummaged through the discography for something.
The man burst out laughing. “That’ll do it!” He cried out before handing over the mic and stepping off the stage.
Music started playing. Sylus looked me in the eyes from across the room and winked.
I think I died inside. I was mortified until the crowd started roaring.
He sang flawlessly in a voice I’d never heard come from his lips and gyrated his hips like a lunatic.
At the end he hung up the mic and threw his hands in the air. Cheers all around.
The announcer picked up the mic. “That has GOT to be the best Presley impersonation I’ve EVER heard! You sure you’re not from pre-Logos times?”
“I’m not that old.” He paused for a moment. “Well maybe I am, but that’s another story.”
The announcer shook his hand and patted his back before ushering him off the stage for the next act to follow. A beer was placed in his hand and he bolted it in the blink of an eye.
“You’re psychotic.” I mumbled.
“No shit. You’re only just figuring this out?” He gave me a quick kiss on the lips.
“What did you say to him up there?”
“That I wanted something to both embarrass and impress my date.”
Flustered, I shoved him back into his seat. “Finish your damn fries.” I spat.
“Gladly.”
Author’s Closing Note: Maybe that was a bit lazy, but that’s the song that came to mind so I figured I may as well just link it. Hope you enjoyed the read and hopefully I can stay on track until the end! 14 stories will happen either way!
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Author’s Note: Most films and media gifted to the people of Ancora are derived from the Logs; a mysterious record that religious scholars claim contains the will of Sion’Dri. It has only ever been accessed once and by a single being known as the Keeper. From it sprang knowledge of their God, it’s will, and the artistic base of many of Ancora’s societies. But why does this matter? It doesn’t. Yet. Enjoy the short!
Additional Note: Neither Sylus nor Jeron had much of a childhood, so we’re going to have to twist this prompt a bit.
I fell back into the couch with a heavy sigh of relief. Sylus was already sitting with his legs pulled up onto the cushions, flipping through the few television channels left since the Void’s invasion.
I leaned over until my head was on his purple-boxer-clad thigh. Complete with a tiny squid print of a slightly darker shade. Thick fingers rubbed at the back of my head.
I, too, was in my underwear. Boxers and a tank top. White. Uninteresting. Plain.
“What’cha watchin’?” I murmured.
“Nothing yet.” He sighed. “They took all the good channels. It’d be nice if one of these Lords had some taste in culture.”
“Can’t you pick up a channel and put whatever you want on it? You are a Lord afterall.”
“Broadcasting requires infrastructure I don’t exactly have access to.”
“So it’s not magic?”
“The Void uses both magic and technology in its invasion. They both walk a fine line together.”
I squeezed his foot. “You know what I meant.”
“Did I?”
I slid a hand under his butt and pinched.
“I suppose I did.” He smirked.
“So what are you looking for?”
“Something, anything, that’s entertainment and not just news and/or propaganda.”
“Hm.”
As he flipped through the channels, I caught a fleeting moment of something I recognized.
I sat up abruptly. “Go back.”
“Hm?” He muttered before slowly turning back the channels.
“There!” I pointed at the screen.
It was a live action movie about talking animals on some kind of adventure.
“You know this?”
“Vaguely… I think I watched it with Ma when I was little. I remember that it made me cry.”
“Then why would you want to watch it?”
“I’m not sure if they were sad or happy tears.”
He smiled. “Do you want to watch it then?”
“Unless you have something else in mind.”
“I do not.” He turned up the volume and put down the remote.
I laid back down on his lap and let his fingers weave through my hair.
Sure enough, and even though I tried to hold it back, I cried at the end when the animals made it home to their family.
A tentacle gently wrapped itself around my waist and pulled me up closer to Sylus’ chest.
The crying turned ugly as the music swelled and the credits rolled.
“I-I’m sorry.” I sniffed.
“Why?” He cooed.
“I’m an adult crying over a kids film.”
“Everyone was a child once. These films are part of formative years. You’re not alone in still feeling something that you once did a long time ago. We grow, we change, but in some ways, we stay the same.”
“Well, thank you Dr. Synclaire.” I slid an arm around his back. “What did you watch as a kid?”
His body tensed up for a moment before relaxing again. “Nothing.”
“Come on, you had to have seen some-“
“No. I didn’t. We didn’t have television in my home.”
“O-oh… I-I’m sorry…”
“But I liked this and I understand where your feelings come from. They found their way home to a loving family. Isn’t that all anyone wants? A home with people they love and care about?”
I pulled the fabric of his t-shirt into my fist. “She was the only person who ever loved me.”
He held me tightly.
I cleared my throat. “Until you, of course.”
I watched the credits scroll across a black screen as powerful, passionate music filled the air. I could see our reflection in the television.
“A loving home…” I murmured.
“Hm?”
I nuzzled my face into his chest, still clutching his shirt. “That’s all I ever wanted. A safe, loving place. I’m 32 and until now… I never had that.”
“I’ve got four years on you and I could say the same.”
I held him as tightly as I could.
“I never thought I’d find it, either.”
“Same.” I croaked.
“And then you hit me with your truck and the rest, as they say, is history.”
Author’s Closing Note: Close enough 🤣
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Author’s Note: I was juggling how to execute this until the answer finally came to me. Do something entirely unique or follow acrostic poem the book offers? Which one which one…
Sylus and I laid side by side in bed. His eyes were closed, but I knew he wasn’t asleep.
“A poem.” I studied the page before me.
“Hm?” Sylus mumbled beside me.
“Wanna write a poem?”
“Like, on the spot?”
“Like this.” I showed him the tiny book.
“Oh, alright. That shouldn’t be too difficult.”
“You start.”
“But this was your idea!”
“And I’m no wordsmith. Aren’t you a writer or something?”
“Ha,” he scoffed, “perhaps in another lifetime.”
“Start it for me.” I nudged him gently. “Please?”
“Ugh.” He took the book from me and reached for a pen on the bedside. “I Like you very much.”
“That doesn’t count!”
“Yes it does!”
I tore the book and pen from him.
“Obviously you’re the one for me.” I put it back in front of his face.
Grumbling, he took it back. “Verily, I do fancy thy posterior.”
I snatched it back. “This isn’t very poetic.” I chuckled.
“It’s the structure that matters more than rhyming or whatever.”
I kicked him under the covers.
“Every day I wake up to you beside me is another day in heaven.”
“Sondreh help me, you’re taking this much too seriously.”
“And you’re not taking it seriously at all!”
He snatched it back and studied the page for a moment. Putting his finger to the paper, a violet light filled the air. Without a word, he handed it back to me. Next to the R on the page was a phrase in swirling Qalian. A single circular symbol that read:
“Reality shifts, yet you remain.”
I smiled.
“So do you.”
Author’s Closing Note: Short, sweet, and a liiiiiitle fourth wall breaking 🤣
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Author’s Note: This is a cute idea since Jeron has only read two books in his life: Sion’Dri’s Code (a religious text) and a pulp vampire novel left by his mother who used to read all kinds of tales to him when he was a child. Every other book she owned was destroyed by his father after her passing. Sylus was a casual writer and would likely have been Dalafaem, mortal with void magic, had Qaitax not intervened. I think they’d both like this idea. Time to see how it pans out…
I laid in bed staring up at the blank white ceiling. Once upon a time a rainbow tapestry draped above, but as with everything she ever made or owned, it was destroyed along with her. All her light died when she did. My father made sure of that.
I was feeling particularly morose as my mind chose to force all those painful memories forward.
With a single thought, I could summon Sylus to my side, but he was always there. Always helping me cope with her loss twenty years after the fact. It wore me down so I could only imagine how much it must have exhausted him.
I turned my head on my pillow to look at the simple desk beside me. On it sat three plushies (a rainbow crochet cat swaddled in a blue blanket, a happy little purple squid, and a grinning brown bat) and a book.
Clad in a cover marked as Sion’Dri’s Code was “_”, the only book of hers I was able to save from my father’s rampage. I’d read it a thousand times. Could practically retell it word for word from heart.
I heard Sylus shuffling around in the kitchen down stairs. Reheating a ham, most likely. I closed my eyes and debated whether I should put the effort in to joining him or not.
I hated this feeling more than anything. I’d rather get torn up in a fight than lay here trapped in a spiral to the past. Sylus could at least heal my wounds. He couldn’t fix the crack in my heart, though he did manage to fill most of the emptiness just by existing.
Still she haunted me. Those white, empty eyes… The way her head…
My bedroom door swung open just as the worst memory of my life began to fully surface. “Makin’ a ham.” He always knew when I needed him most. “I saw leftover carbonara from last night. Want me to heat it back up?”
“Hey, Sy.” I croaked.
“Hey, Jer. You want that carbonara or?”
I forced a smile through dried tears. “Yeah but I can’t even get myself out of bed.”
He stepped into the room and lifted me effortlessly into his arms. The fire of his core kept him perpetually warm. I snuggled up against him as he carried me downstairs.
He placed me in a booth that was already filled with blankets. He wrapped me up to keep me warm against the chill of the Void coming in through the broken window. We’d fix it someday.
He kissed me on the top of my head before returning to the kitchen.
The brisk briny air was oddly refreshing. Even the sharp tang of the Mist was welcome compared to the stagnancy of my bedroom.
I looked out the window to the destroyed town around us. Ruins of homes scattered about. Some foundations remained, some shrapnel of walls, but not much else. It was like a bomb had gone off and wiped my beloved Orzuna off the map.
“Here we are.” Sylus murmured as he placed a plate of piping hot carbonara in front of me.
He slid into the booth across from me as his tentacles lowered a reheated ham onto the table.
“Eat.” He mumbled. “I find it helps with bouts of melancholy.” He picked up a carving knife and fork and got to work on his own meal. A meal he could have easily just bolted down, but instead he took the time to do it like anyone else.
I sighed as I slid an arm out from under my blankets. He was probably right, but eating took a level of effort I wasn’t even sure I had. I lifted the fork as if it weighed a thousand tons.
“You know,” He mumbled through a mouthful of food, “I’ve been thinking.”
I cleared my throat. “A-about?”
“Getting back into things I used to do as a mortal human.”
“Like?”
“So,” he swallowed and placed his utensils down on his plate, “I had an idea and this might be silly, but I used to read a lot to escape, well, life. When I could, of course, but I believe you understand that sentiment.”
I tilted my head to the side. “I only have the one book, Sy.”
“Yes, well.” He cleared his throat as he reached into his pocket of the Void: The Darkspace. “I found this.” He twisted his torso as he stuck his other hand through the tiny rift in reality. “Qaitax stop. I told you I’d remove it so let me!” He grunted before finally pulling a tattered box overflowing with books. “Thank you.” He sighed. “I found this. Or, rather, more specifically, Daniel found it outside his school library. I guess they were rotating stock? I don’t know how that works. ANYWAY! I dug through it and found several books with dupes!”
“A-and?”
“Well, maybe, if you’re interested, we could, I don’t know, read them together?”
I cocked a brow.
“Like the same book at the same time?”
“So… our little book club?”
He nodded with a grin.
“Just you and me?”
“And this massive box of books!” He groaned as he put it on the floor beside the table. “Plenty to choose from!”
A genuine smile finally crossed my lips. “Were you reading my mind?”
“Not at all. You know we don’t do that. I just made a bit of an educated guess as to what you might enjoy. Something I believe any partner should be able to do.”
My smile grew as I slid my hand across the table and caressed his massive fingers.
“Thank you, Sy.” I sighed. “Thank you.”
“So? Book club?”
“Yes. Book club.”
“Your choice and if there isn’t a dupe I’ll find one.”
After spending all day laying around feeling nothing, I finally found my appetite.
“I’ll go through them after dinner.”
Sylus nodded firmly before returning to his ham.
The fork in my hand no longer felt unwieldy.
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Author’s Note: I’m torn on how to handle this one. Charity bake sale? Very on brand. Doing Viscera Cleanup Detail? Also on brand. Which one which one…
“Come on, Sy.” I wiped a glob of v’rilk off my face and slung my guitar behind me. “Let’s clean this up.”
“Clean?!” His eyes widened. “Can’t we just leave it for the lesser spawns to eat?”
“And attract them to a mortal city? You know that’s a terrible idea.”
“It very well may be, but I have zero desire to clean this level of viscera up.”
“Then I’ll do it myself. Just hang back a minute.”
I got ready to play a chord that would lift me into the air when he threw an arm across my chest.
“Don’t waste your energy.”
“Sylus, we just fought off a Watcher flock. There’s enough gunk here to attract a pack of Gaunts. We can’t leave these people like this.”
“Might I remind you, Jeron, exerting your magic draws from my core.”
Heat filled my face. I was well aware of that, but it was only by his actions that ‘my magic drew from his core’.
“That sounds like a distinctly you problem.” I snapped back. “I’m cleaning this up.”
He scoffed. “I mean no offense, but…”
“Offense already taken.”
“But,” he continued, “I’m far more efficient at this.”
“Then do it!” I cried out. “Either you do it or I do it. Us doing it is also an option.”
“Just,” he pushed me back with his arm, “just stay out of my way.”
I stepped back willingly and motioned for him to go ahead.
Sighing, a wreath of tentacles protruded from his back. They slammed into the pavement launching him back into the air like he’d spent most of our fight. Once he was high enough, they spread out like a glistening net. Starlight webbing laced between them. A deep, somber hum filled the air.
Every ounce of v’rilk around me began to vibrate. The alien material by which all spawns of the Void were born was drawn to him like a magnet. Not a drop was safe as it was all pulled from every tiny nook and cranny into his net.
After a few seconds passed and no more goop flew up into the air, the web of starlight retracted and massive tentacles shrank back behind him. He landed on the ground beside me with an unceremonious thud.
“There.” He breathed. “Done.”
“That was a bit over the top, don’t you think?”
“Over the top?!” He shrieked. “It was efficient!”
“So did that burn more of your core than me doing it manually would have?”
“We broke even.” He snarled. “It was by far faster, though.”
“Well,” I put my hands on his shoulders and leaned up to kiss him, “thank you for saving me the effort.”
“Ugh.” He groaned. “Well now I’m both over and under capacity, if you catch my drift. Hope you can get us home because I’m shot.”
“Too full but not enough fuel for the fire?”
A snarl rippled across his lips.
“That’s okay, big guy. You did a good thing, cleaning this town up from the mess we made.”
“Doesn’t feel good.” He mumbled. “I think I caught some debris.” He spat a pebble out.
“You’ll feel better once we’re home and under some cozy blankets.” I offered him my hand. “I’ll even throw in a nice big pitcher of ice cold water to sweeten the deal.” He muttered something under his breath. “Shall we?”
“You got enough juice in ya to get us back?”
“You know I come with my own limited reservoir of magic. Limited and shallow, but it’s plenty to get us back home.”
“Buh.” He took my hand and I took us home.
Author’s Note: Super short one today. I wasn’t entirely feeling the prompt (definitely deviated from the concept) and it was a pretty crap day irl, but at least I wrote something, right? Just sticking to it can be hard enough for me so although this is a lackluster entry (imo), I’m happy to post it.
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Author’s Note: “Flirt with dessert”. This is the perfect prompt for my foodie boys. I was thinking about something ridiculous but I saw afternoon tea and I instantly knew where this had to go 😏
“You know what I’ve only done once but miss a considerable amount?” Sylus sat across the table from me, leaning on his hand, staring out the window.
I tilted the screen on my laptop down to meet his gaze. “What’s that?”
“Tea.”
I raised a brow. “Tea? You have a cup every night before bed.”
“No no. Afternoon Tea.”
“What?” I replied flatly.
“Never done it? Tea and lots of little sandwiches and scones and clotted cream…” I watched his starry eyes wander off into the distance. “It’s so good.” He murmured.
“So good it has the Devourer mouthwatering?”
He chuckled. “It’s an experience, that’s for sure.”
“Alright then.” I closed my lap top. “Let’s do Afternoon Tea.”
Sylus craned his neck around to look at the clock hanging over the kitchen door.
“4 o’clock. That’s well within Tea Time.”
“There’s a specific time?”
“Of course there is! 3:30-5pm is Afternoon Tea. 5-7 is High Tea. High Tea is dinner-ish. Afternoon Tea is lil sammiches.” He pinched his fingers together.
“And you’d rather little ‘sammiches’ over an actual meal?”
“Have you had cucumbers and cream cheese? What about tapenade on pumpernickel?”
“You said you’ve only done this once?”
He nodded. “I turned a lot of it into car snacks for Dan and I. Easy little things to carry around. Not always the highest quality but a nice change of pace from PB&J seven days a week.”
I smiled.
“It’s always better when it’s made by people who know what they’re doing, though. Along side some scones and clotted cream.”
“Clotted cream doesn’t exactly sound… good.”
“Forgive the name, but its delicious. Spread across a cranberry scone?” He gave a chef’s kiss.
“Alright alright.” I slid out of the booth. “Let’s go. Just remember, I’m not a huge tea person.”
“Understood, but if you treat it as a, well, treat you don’t have to pit it against coffee. There’s sweet dessert-y teas out there!”
I offered him my hand. “Then take me to Afternoon Tea, big guy.”
His tentacles shimmered and danced as he jumped to his feet. Taking my hand he kissed it softly before whisking us away for tea.
Emerging on a cement sidewalk, we were met with a one-story brick building with an extravagant carvings holding large windows in place. Vines wove and flowers bloomed in wood. I looked down at the dim marks that trailed up my arm to beneath the eyepatch I wore over my Voidal eye. I understood why Sylus liked this place.
The weaving floral motif followed us inside. The podium upon which sat menus was made of towering, twisting wooden vines. Climbing reliefs pressed out from the white surfaces of the walls. Hints of gold flecks shimmered in the warm light of the entrance.
“Hello and welcome to the Rosebloom Teahouse!” A woman dressed in blank pants and vest over a white frilly shirt appeared behind the podium. “Do you have a reservation?”
“We do not.” Sylus replied. “Do you have any availability?”
“Hm.” She opened a gold-leafed book that sat upon the podium. “It seems we have one, however there is a charge for-“
Sylus raised a massive hand. “Understood. We’ll take the table.”
“Very well then.” She collected the menus and led us deeper inside the artificial garden.
As we made our way down the hall, I noticed different rooms had different themes.
One was filled with brilliant sunlight with arcing windows like a greenhouse. Green vegetation seemed to grow with wild, reckless abandon. Alabaster tables and chairs filled what little open space there was.
Another was dark and filled with more sensual blooms. Shimmering in artificial sunlight, beads of water caught my eye as they speckled black roses and winding vines. Onyx seating was filled with people in evening attire. Bioluminescence glowed in the dim light. It was almost claustrophobic without any visible windows, but for some reason it called to me.
The room we arrived in was plain in comparison to either of the others from before. Two tall windows greeted us reminding me of the towering windows of home. Trees tastefully lined the room, branches reaching inward. A single, plain iron table was available for us to sit at.
Before we even reached the table, I struggled to envision Sylus fitting into these pitifully small chairs. Heck, I was worried I wouldn’t even fit.
“Here you are.” The maitre d’ placed the menus on the table. “Your server Grace will be with you shortly.”
We smiled and nodded and hoped she’d leave before we made fools of ourselves trying to sit down. Luckily, she was quick to be on her way.
Sylus and I looked down at the tiny chairs.
“I’m going to break that.” He muttered.
“Can’t you regulate your weight?”
“Certainly, but that doesn’t change the fact that it’d take four of those to hold my ass up.”
I snorted as I reached for the back of my chair.
“I was a lot smaller last time I was here.”
Heat filled my cheeks.
“You okay, big guy?”
He shrugged. “This was my idea.” He pulled out the chair and swung his leg over it. “I’ll just, uh,” he sat down, “figure it out.”
“The chairs in the dark room looked nicer.” I mused aloud.
“And it’s probably reserved for months.”
“Maybe we should book it for another time, then?”
“Jeron, I am very uncomfortable, but my discomfort pales in comparison to my desire for tea and tiny sandwiches.”
Laughing, I finally sat down in my chair. It was horrifically uncomfortable.
“I can assure you, these seats are perfectly fine for normal humans.”
“Of which neither of us are.” I shifted my weight to redistribute the discomfort.
“Good afternoon, I’m Grace and I’ll be taking care of you today.” A woman around our age appeared beside the table. Fiery red hair framed a pale, freckled face. She wore the same attire as the maitre d’. “Can I start you off with anything?”
Sylus popped open the menu and skimmed it before I even picked mine up.
“Can we have the Tea for Two?”
“Absolutely. Are the designated sandwiches okay or would you like to make substitutions? You’re allowed two.”
“I think they look fine. Jeron?”
I scrambled through the menu trying to find what he was talking about. Folding his backwards, Sylus handed me his menu. Six sandwiches, four pieces each, and tea for two with our choice of brew.
“I, uh, turkey and cranberry?” I looked up to Grace.
“Fresh turkey and cranberry sauce made every morning.”
I looked back at the menu. I had no idea what anything else was.
“Th-that sounds good.”
“And for your tea?”
“I’ll take the dark bergamot.” Sylus replied without missing a beat.
“And for you?” I felt Grace’s sharp green eyes on me.
“I, uh, I have no idea…” There were so many options and none of them made any sense to me.
“What’re you in the mood for, love? Sweet? Savory? A little bitter?”
“Let’s go with sweet…” I replied slowly.
“Do you trust my taste?”
“I-” I looked up to find him gazing at me, his elbows resting on the table and his chin in his hands. “I do. Yes.”
“Blackberry Sage. And can we get some honey for the table?”
“Of course. I’ll be back in a few minutes with everything.”
“Thank you.” We spoke in unison.
It wasn’t long before a three-tiered tray of sandwiches showed up accompanied by a large kettle. A cup was set before each of us containing a bag of our chosen tea.
“Enjoy!” Grace smiled. “Let me know if you need anything!”
“Thank you.” We replied once more in unison.
I turned to Sylus. “So how does this work?”
“Pour the hot water over the tea and let it steep in the cup. About three minutes should do. In the meantime, have some sandwiches. They’re small, but they pack a lot of flavor.”
I filled my cup with the steaming water and watched as it turned a bright golden color. When Sylus did the same, his was far darker, almost black. Like coffee.
I bit my lip as I looked down at my cup. I trusted him to make a decision for me so I had to at least give it a try.
As my drink steeped I took a cucumber sandwich. How good could it be? Cucumber? Cream cheese? Bread? Surely he was overselling it.
He was not. It tasted so crisp and fresh I couldn’t help but reach for another.
When I saw Sylus take a sip of his cup, I figured it was time I tried my own. I sniffed it and couldn’t for the life of me tell if I liked the smell or not. So I took a sip.
I caught myself humming into the cup it was so good. Lowering it, I found Sylus leaning on his hands and smiling at me.
“Okay, it’s good,” I placed it back on it’s saucer, “but it is not a coffee replacement.”
“I never expected it to be.” He picked up and nibbled a pumpernickel sandwich.
The way he could be so gentle and delicate always filled me with inexplicable joy. I knew him as a warrior, a blood-stained, battle-hardened, eldritch weapon. But I also knew him as a simple man who loved his tea and little sandwiches. Both sides made my heart sing, but together they made up the missing half of my soul.
We talked of little things and avoided the bigger issues in life. We sipped our tea and ate our finger sandwiches. We smiled. We laughed. He hummed while he ate. I listened as Eternity reached out to me, threatening to drag me away from the moment.
Once all was said done, we had managed to get through Afternoon Tea without breaking any furniture.
Author’s Note: I apologize for the somewhat sudden ending. Sometimes if I keep going things get too long and out of control. There was more I wanted to do, so I have a feeling this’ll either get a rewrite in the future or find its way into a future book. I really do love the concept of romantic meals.
Also, it appears Clyde’s getting a bit shy! I’ll see if I can get his big ol’ peepers in the next post!
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Author’s Note: For a brief moment, “Eternity’s Irys” was called “Mixtape for Saving the World” and every chapter shared a title with a song so if you put a playlist together of chapter titles, you’d have a mix tape. I’ve always wanted music to be an important factor in my story, which isn’t exactly easy considering the format. Jeron’s conduit is his guitar and his creative passion lies in music. Sylus, being a Voidlord, has a complex relationship with music that I’d love to get into, but spoilers? Back in the day, music was going to be a weapon, but instead it exists on both sides of the war with very different meanings.
Anyway, let’s see how this one pans out!
I sat in the truck, head back against the headrest, waiting for the wailing noise coming from the speakers to become music again. Over time, I’d come to recognize the Void’s erasure of “The Devil’s Headlights” lively swing. Their names and music would scramble in my mind and to fight back, I’d listen through the noise until I remembered everything. Their smiles, their laughter, their passion… Gone. Stolen and erased. This was a near daily ritual as I refused to ever forget anyone who impacted my life.
Sylus stood outside the door, crouched down, looking through the window. He’d long left me to my meditations. He had his own version of forgetting, but as he’d told me before, Qaitax would always remind him if for no other reason than to reduce his stress. I didn’t have that option. I had to remember on my own. Sylus could try to help, but I was always resistant until the noise became music again. So he’d leave me be while I forced myself to remember the day the Void stole my humanity.
Out of the corner of my eye, I watched him stand up. He held a piece of plastic in his hand and tapped it against the window.
I glanced at the stereo. The last track was almost over. Hubert, Amber, Utia, Rory, Emelio, Xandra… I remembered them now. I sat up and hovered my hand over the power button. I knew Sylus would wait for me, so I let their horns and strings strike their final notes before turning the stereo off and sitting back in my chair.
It never got any easier.
Opening the door, Sylus stepped back to give me room.
“What’s up, big guy?” I breathed.
Without a word, he offered me a cassette.
“What’s this?” I took it and studied the blank surface.
He shrugged. “It doesn’t always have to be bleak.”
“Hm?”
“Music. You only ever hear it in combat or in silent mourning. I, well, I just figured you might like a change of pace.”
“What’s on it?”
He nodded toward the truck. “Care to find out?”
I smiled as I got back in. I waited for him to come around to the passenger side before popping the tape into the stereo.
The tail end of a news report trailed off as music began to play.
“Wait,” I put a hand on his thigh, “Sylus, is this a mix tape?”
He shrugged.
“An old fashioned mix tape?!”
He shrugged again.
“You sat in your cramped sedan in the middle of the Creche Desert and recorded songs for me? For ME?!”
He scoffed. “It’s not that big of a deal.”
“Awww!” I leaned across the bench and threw my arms around him.
“You might not like them all.”
“What made you choose the ones you did?”
“They reminded me of you in some way.”
Awww!” I nuzzled his chest.
“And some I just liked but couldn’t remember the names of. Might run them past Daniel at some point.”
Every so often the songs would be broken up by ads or news or callsigns. I’d catch Sylus cringing at his imperfect recording, but I thought it was the sweetest thing I’d ever heard.
Judging by the interludes, it had taken him months to record it. News of the Void grew more frequent and callers became more concerned. Still, the music played.
I found something to enjoy in every track. Some I definitely jived with more than others, but I loved each and every one of them regardless.
Sylus wrapped his arms around me and held me tightly against him.
“You’re the sweetest little squid I’ve ever met.”
“I’m the only squid you’ve ever met.”
I laughed as I tightened my grip around him. It had taken him some time to accept the confusing dichotomy of calling him both “big guy” and “little squid”, but as with all my silly idiosyncrasies, he accepted it.
I closed my eyes as the music played.
“You are soooo beautiful… to me…” The words rumbled from his chest.
I sat up and met his teary gaze.
“I told myself I wouldn’t sing. I’m terrible at it.” He sniffed.
I ran my fingers through his thick beard. “You are so beautiful, to me, can’t you see?”
In the middle of nowhere, in the cabin of my mother’s old truck, under a Void-wrought sky of tentacles and brilliant starlight, we sang in each other’s arms. We sang loud and offkey. Too fast, too slow. Breaking voices, quiet whispers. We sang.
Until the music trailed off and the world was quiet once more. The tape clicked signifying the end of its playtime.
The stars in his eyes shimmered beneath his welling tears. I ran a thumb beneath them and a solitary drop escaped.
“Oh, Sylus.” I rested my head against him again. “Thank you.”
“Y-you’re welcome.” He croaked and sniffed. “I know it was a bit of a mess and some of my timing was off on recording and sometimes the quality was quite bad…”
I put a finger to his lips. “It’s beautifully imperfect.”
He smiled.
Author’s Note 2: If anyone’s interested, I’ll probably put Sylus’ mixtape together on some platform (Spotify). If that day comes, I’ll share a link right down here!
Author’s Additional Note: Since this has been my most popular post of all time, my illustrator, Rhett, decided to do a little sketch!
I love it so much! It makes my heart sing in ways I can’t express 🦑💜🦇
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Even in shambles, Ortzuna found a way to celebrate the end of the year and the beginning of the cold dark of winter. And winter was truly dark on Ancora.
The Kierhail fell around the chapel allowing Sylus and I to enter. In the absence of my father, we knew we could trust the new wielder of the key to not reduce us to screaming piles of voidal flesh.
“Oh look how much you’ve grown, dearie!” A grinning Adelaide Crenshaw shuffled over to me, white hair a bedraggled mess, and a crystal cross hanging from her neck.
“It’s only been a few months, Adelaide!” I laughed.
“And you look a bit worse for ware, young man.” She shook her head at Sylus who dignified her with a halfhearted shrug.
“Thanks for letting us in.” I continued. “I know it can’t be easy to let yourselves be so vulnerable in light of-“
“None of that, now, dearie.” Adelaide interrupted. “Fate does as fate wills. Mason knew that.”
A somber silence settled between us. The crystals embedded in the chapel glistened in the dim candle light that flickered inside. Ma’s gifts, the sources of the kierhail’s power.
“But if it wasn’t for him being a stupid bastard, you never would’ve shown up, would you?” She jabbed Sylus in the belly, knocking the air from him.
“It’s Soldheiria, Adelaide.” I really didn’t want to think about my father right now. “You know what that means.” It meant the last light of our solar cycle would fall on Ancora. It’d be another several months before we saw it again, Void willing.
“I do, but have you seen the town lately?” She leaned around us to look out the door. “Ortzuna is done for.” She sighed. “Had I known it would happen so soon I would have gathered some more sentimental things.”
“Like?” Sylus piped up.
“Oh, just things. Nothing necessary for survival.”
“But what kind of things?” Sylus had latched on to the conversation.
“Well, my medic kit, for one. Old and outdated, but it meant a lot to me. Went through the war from start to finish. I somehow feel bad for it being washed away with the tide. Ever feel like an inanimate object deserves the same respect as a person?”
Sylus and I both nodded.
“Then you understand.”
“Anything else?”
“Off the top of this old head? Arty’s gutpipe. I don’t think a person alive can make that thing sound any better than a screaming hoard of cats, but Arty could and Lord do I miss him.”
“Anything else?”
She narrowed her gaze on Sylus. “Why do you ask, young man?”
Sylus graced her with another dismissive shrug.
“No.” She replied slowly. “Nothing else comes to mind.”
With a nod, Sylus vanished into a drop of ink.
“Oh where’s he gone?!” Adelaide cried out.
“To get your stuff, I’d assume.”
“Oh it’s long at the bottom of the ocean by now.”
“Good thing Qaitax is a good swimmer.”
“You think that creature would indulge your boy’s act of kindness?”
“I know he would.”
Adelaide sighed. “Best of luck to both of them, but I think it’s a needle in a haystack situation. Anyway, come, dearie, we’re digging out all the old Soldheiria decorations your mother hoarded. Figured we’d at least do something on the inside.”
I laughed. “She really did have a hard time parting with things.”
Adelaide lead me down a set of stairs I hadn’t trod since I was a child. The basement had always felt like a mystical place far from sight and hardly thought about. In reality, it was a pool table with a small seating area around an ancient television with several closets along the sides.
The townspeople were pulling out boxes upon boxes of Soldheiria related bits and baubles. Ornaments, pine cones, tinsel, lights, pine tree stems… They fumbled and dug through everything as if trying to piece any of it together.
“Looks like they could use a hand.” Adelaide turned to me. “Do you happen to recall how your mother did things?”
“Oh god, Adelaide, it’s been decades.”
“Well, do you?”
I sighed. “Of course I do.”
She pressed a piece of festive fabric against my chest. It was Ma’s old bandana.
“Then get to work.” She commanded before wandering away.
Shaking my head, I removed my own plain brown bandana allowing my dreads to fall around my face. Gathering them back up, I tied the red and green cloth behind my head.
“You all need a hand?” I smiled.
Everyone turned to me. The looks ranged from confused to appalled to horrified. Whatever wind I had in my sails was gone. How could I forget how much I’d changed? How could I forget that my curse was born plainly upon my face? No, it wasn’t a curse, it was a gift. A gift of life and strength. I only called it a curse when anything even slightly negative came of it. Still, a glowing weave of floral tendrils etching the scarring around my eye made it very clear I wasn’t entirely human anymore.
All of them, even the less upset of them, turned their backs on me and resumed rummaging through the boxes albeit quieter and more delicately.
Face on fire, I turned and made my way back upstairs. The mystique of the basement now fully banished from my mind.
“That was fast, dearie.” I found Adelaide standing watch by the chapel doors.
“Eh, they had it under control.” I slipped the bandana off my head, jammed it in my pocket, and replaced it with my own.
“They really didn’t.” She turned to me. “It’s the eye, though, isn’t it?”
I nodded.
“Well I for one like that you’re still alive and kicking around with the rest of us so a little eldritch magic can be overlooked.”
I chuckled. “The kierhail is eldritch magic, Adelaide.”
“Don’t I know it.” She murmured.
“Happy Soldheiria, Adelaide.” I breathed.
“Happy Soldheiria, Jeron.”
A splash of ink hit the ground and Sylus reappeared just outside the chapel soaking wet and shivering.
“I-I d-don’t like the o-ocean.” He spoke through chattering teeth.
“Then why did you go diving in it?!” I laughed.
He held out his hands. In one was a tin box and the other was a very waterlogged gutpipe.
“You didn’t…” Adelaide caught herself between a scream and a sob.
She took a few steps forward and Sylus closed the distance.
“Here.” He placed the items in her hands. “Happy Soldheiria.”
“You celebrate?” She sniffed.
“N-not personally, n-no. I don’t celebrate religious holidays for, w-well,” he motioned to the writhing tentacles protruding from his back, “r-reasons, b-but you and Jeron do, so I suppose I-I d-do for the t-time being.”
I shoved him lightly. The cold wet of his clothes sent shivers down my spine.
“You’re so cold, Sy.”
“Y-yes I very much am.”
Adelaide clutched her belongings to her chest. “This is all I have left of all those times we had together. Even the memories come and go.”
“Go inside, Mrs. Crenshaw.” Sylus beamed. “Put the shield back up and stay safe.”
“But what about Soldheiria? I invited you both and-“
“We don’t belong here anymore, Adelaide.” I interrupted. “I don’t belong here anymore. I-I’m sorry.” I let loose a breath I’d been holding for what felt like an eternity.
“That’s not true, dearie! This is your home! You grew up here!” She motioned to the diner down the street. “Your home is right there!” I followed her gesture.
“Home is more than a building, Adelaide.” I mumbled.
“Ah,” her energy dissipated, “this is very true.”
“But do you think anyone would mind if Sylus and I set up shop here? We tend to come and go from the Diner.”
“Dearie, I wouldn’t worry about what others think at this point. Every one of us can see the truth of what’s going on and whether they like it or not, they’d be fools to turn down the help of a Voidlord and an Archon.”
I smiled . “Do you need any food or water or necessities?”
“Honestly?” She piped up again. “We could all really use some new underwear. I don’t think anyone would care about the brand. Just some panties for the guys and gals.”
I turned to Sylus.
“Yes?”
“Can you go grab some underwear of various cuts and sizes?”
He glared at me.
“If you could, Sy?”
He threw his hands in the air and groaned before setting off once more in a drop of ink.
“Thank you, dearie.” Adelaide gave me a shallow bow. “Your mother has us well stocked in everything else for the time being, but underwear just wasn’t on the list, I suppose. Though I believe she believed we’d have more planning behind moving in here than the sudden arrival of a Voidlord. Or maybe she just didn’t expect the entire town to get washed away on T-Day.”
“T-Day?”
“Tentacle or Tether Day. It’s what one particular lad on the radio calls it. For some reason people call him crazy.”
“He can see it?”
“I figure a giant tentacle tide locking us to the moon would be a pretty obvious sight.”
“Only certain people can see it. Most everyone else just sees reality as if nothing has changed.”
“Wouldn’t that be nice.” She looked up to a sky full of writhing tendrils. “Oh if only I could see the sun shine one last time.” She trailed off. “You have until Spring to fix this mess!” She barked as she pulled the holiday bandana out of my pocket. “Put it back on. She’d want you to wear it.”
With a pained sigh, I put it back on.
“There! Much better.” Adelaide patted me on the back. “You remind me so much of her.”
“I wish I was more like her.”
Strings rang out as random notes sang from the guitar on my back. I looked down to find Adelaide plucking on them.
“Don’t live in her shadow, Jeron. You’ve already escaped one prison, don’t fall prey to another.”
“Y-yeah… You’re… You’re right…”
“I know damn well I am!”
“H-here.” A random voice came from behind us.
I turned to find one of my old neighbors holding a rats nest of lights. He shoved them into my arms. “Put them up along the steeple.”
Adelaide glared at him.
“Please.” He added before bowing and darting off.
“They’re trying, dearie.” She sighed. “I thought they’d be more understanding after everything your ma did for us. Was never a secret she wasn’t human and yet they can’t wrap their heads around the same for you. I’ll never understand it.”
A soft smile crossed my lips. “Let me just get these up there real quick.”
I slung the lights over one shoulder and brought my guitar around from from the other side. I played a few notes and a path of stepping stones of dark, inky bubbles formed before me leading up to the steeple.
This was my magic. My mother’s guitar my conduit, Sylus’ core my power source. My strength born from those I loved the most.
I sat up in the steeple by myself trying to undo the mess of lights. The dim bubble light I worked by was suddenly obscured. I looked up to find a box of brand new similar lights. I smiled as I took them.
“Thanks, Sy.”
Without a word, I felt him leave again.
Though the connection we had was powerful, it was also dangerous soul magic that bound are very beings. In the heat of battle we could practically become one, but that was the danger in it. Our souls vied for control in our unified goals which is why we made it a point not to casually read each other’s thoughts. The mind was a private, sacred place, but sometimes, he’d hear me struggling and respond in kind.
Once I managed to get the lights up, I made my way back down to the pavement. Sylus appeared beside me.
“Darkspace is full of underwear. Please tell me where you would like me to deposit it all before Qaitax has a fit and turns it all to ash.”
I snorted. “Adalaide?” I called into the chapel.
“Oh is the underwear here?!” She came shuffling back outside. She stepped out into the street past Sylus and turned to look up at the roof. “They look lovely, dearie. Thank you.” And then she turned to Sylus. “You can just unload them all in the chapel. Everyone can sort through them for themselves. Oh, did you happen to grab any kids’?”
“Yeah and some diapers actually. Wasn’t sure what the demographic was.”
“Well I’m not sure we need those at the moment, but diapers sure can come in handy at times.” She motioned for us to go inside.
Cringing, Sylus thrust his tentacles into his Darkspace and began flinging packages of underwear into the pulpit. At the end, there were several technicolored piles.
“Organized by size.” He explained.
“Oh you’re such a wonderful young man.” Adelaide tugged on his arm. “Thank you. Truly, this is a Soldheiria miracle!”
I laughed. “Is there anything else we can do for you?”
“We?” Sylus balked.
“Is there anything else Sylus can do for you?” I patted his belly.
“No, no.” She smiled. “This is already far more than enough.” She turned to us. “You’ll check back, won’t you?”
“Hm?”
“You’re heading out, aren’t you?”
“Ah, yeah…” I rubbed the back of my neck. “We need to get going.”
“I just want to stop by to see Dan real quick. You can hang here if you want.” Sylus nudged me gently.
“And I’d like to go with you to see Dan.”
“Are you sure?”
I turned to him. “Very. I think we’ve Soldheiria-ed enough for my side of the family. Let’s go see yours.”
He smiled.
“Be safe, you two.” Adelaide said. “I’d like to see you both back here someday. In one piece, preferably.”
“We’ll do our best, Adelaide.”
“Keep each other safe. He may be big but he’s soft and you may be quick, but you’re just learning to fly. Take care of each other.”
I nodded. “We will. Of course we will.”
“Good.” There was a slight waver in her voice. “Now,” she cleared her throat, “get going so I can put the shield back up and everyone can come forage for fresh underwear.”
Sylus and I smiled as we stepped outside. We watched as Adelaide returned her pendant to the pedestal in the pulpit, raising the kierhail once more.
“Alright.” I breathed as I offered Sylus my hand. “Let’s get the hell out of here.”
With a soft smile, he took my hand and obliged, whisking me away through the void and across the continent to another place of adversity. Someplace far from the familiarities of home.
We appeared outside a brownstone house just outside a bustling city. For a long moment, we lingered across the street staring at the building. I knew how much these encounters stressed Sylus out, but it was still his idea to be here. I took his hand. Unlike his usual warmth, I was met with bone-chilling ice.
“You’re way too cold, big guy.” I wrapped my arms around him. The dampness was gone, but there was no mistaking how frosty he was.
“Th-the ocean’s cold.” He replied.
I could feel some kind of sickness swirling inside of him. Exhaustion, the cold, and his anxiety about the house before us melted into a deep cringe on his brow.
“I-I can’t see Daniel like this. D-Dorry’ll already look for any reason to turn me away and I’m sure she’d see me shaking like a l-leaf.”
“A change of clothes, then?”
He sighed. “For the best. Maybe we can come back tomorrow and-“
“We’re in the city, Sylus. Surely you know a place you can get something quick and I don’t mean Finn’s.”
“Finn’s closed for the holidays anyway.” He forced a laugh. “He takes his time off very seriously.”
“As he should. Let’s just start walking and see what we find. It’s still early enough in the day.” I suggested.
“Yeah, yeah. You’re right.”
I released him from my embrace and took his hand again.
It didn’t take long for something to catch his eye. We were maybe two blocks in when he stopped in his tracks staring at a window display across the street: a Santa suit and a reindeer onesie.
“Awww!” I squeezed his hand tighter. “Come on. Let’s go check it out.” I dragged him across the street.
We emerged some time later with Sylus muttering to himself: “Why make a Santa outfit if you’re not gonna make it for fat people?” He adjusted the antler headband he now wore on his head.
“Does seem kinda strange.” I tried to get the beard and mustache to sit properly on my face but it kept sliding down. “Too big for me and too small for you. What a world we live in. It is prety last minute though.”
“That it is.” He sighed as he tucked his new t-shirt into a pair of brown slacks. This was not the Sylus I knew. The man would never leave the house without a three piece suit and here he was in a t-shirt and jeans. Not just any t-shirt, but a graphic t-shirt that read “Sleigh, Queen, Sleigh”. I laughed every time I read it.
“Think this is okay?” He motioned to himself.
“Are you comfortable?”
He reached into a bag and retrieved a denim jacket. Shrugging it on and smoothing it out he gave it some thought before nodding.
“Then it’s perfect.”
“But he’s thirteen. It’s not like he’s a little kid anymore.”
“I think he’ll appreciate it.”
He sighed.
“Besides,” I laughed, “they didn’t exactly have any big-boned reindeer costumes either.”
He snorted and rolled his eyes.
We walked back holding hands until we reached that familiar brownstone. Unfortunately we now stood at the end of the cement walk with no street between us and the picketed front lawn.
Sylus swallowed hard before marching up the walkway. I stayed close behind. Taking a deeply pained breath, he knocked on the door.
Muttering whispers and clicking heels on wood came from the other side. Sylus’ stern face drooped into a frown.
The door opened. A frizzy auburn-haired woman in a red-sequin dress with a hard glare in her eyes stared at Sylus. Behind her was a smaller, tired-looking man in an ugly holiday sweater.
“What do you want?” She barked.
“I came to see Daniel, Dorry.”
“We’re busy and you know the rules about unannounced visits.”
I leaned around them to see a massive conifer tree decorated to the nines sitting in their living room.
“Hey, Jeron.” The man nodded to me from behind his wife.
“Hey, Rich.” I nodded in reply.
“In case you forgot,” Doreen continued, “we are a family and we celebrate the holidays as one.”
“For fucksake, Dorry, I’m your brother!”
“Just because you keep using that word doesn’t make it true.”
Sylus’ face flushed a deep shade of violet. He was about to stand down when I stepped up. “Please? It’ll only be for a few minutes and we’ll be on our way.”
“That’s not fair to the boy.” She snapped. “You can’t just come and go as you please.”
“You think I like-” Sylus shook his head. “He’s my son!” He snapped back. “Why do we have to do this every time, Dorry? Please just let me see my boy. We all know you’re his family, but he’ll always be my son. You understood that when you took him in.”
Doreen glared at him while Rich wandered away.
“Dad?!” Footsteps ran across the house.
Doreen closed her eyes in defeat.
“Dad!” Daniel cried out from behind her. “Happy Soldheiria, Dad!” He shoved past her and into Sylus’ arms.
“Happy Soldheiria, Daniel.”
“Daniel.” Her composure was falling apart. “Please come back inside.”
“Can we just have a minute, please, Dorry?”
Pain shot across her face, but she was quick to bury it behind a scowl. Turning back inside, she slammed the door shut behind her.
“You always undermine me!” She screamed.
“First of all, I’m making dinner. Second of all, that’s Dan’s dad not some random stranger. You’re all about family until he shows up. Relax. Please.” A measured reply came from Rich through an open window.
“They suck during the holidays.” Daniel muttered.
“That’s not nice, Dan. They’re doing their best and they’ve taken great care of you. Grant them some grace. Please.”
Daniel reached up and fixed Sylus’ antlers. “I was half expecting them to be repurposed tentacles or something.”
“Nah, just felt.”
The boy turned to me. “Happy Soldheiria, Jeron.”
“Happy Soldheiria, Daniel.”
“You bring me anything?” He motioned to the plastic bag in my hand.
“Daniel!” Sylus cried out.
“Well he’s Santa with a bag so I feel like that was a reasonable ask.”
I burst out laughing.
“Here.” Sylus crouched down and pulled on the cord around Daniel’s neck revealing a soul crystal in the shape of an iris from beneath his shirt. “Let me charge you up a bit.”
Daniel recoiled. “The voice told me what you have to do to charge it. It’s too much.”
“Oh Daniel,” Sylus beamed, “you’re my flesh and blood. Nothing is too much for you. Besides,” he motioned toward the direction the bickering was coming from, “you need to keep them as safe as they’ve kept you all this time.”
“What about you?”
“Dorry would kill me if I lingered around here. It’s up to you to keep your home safe. I’m sorry, I know its a lot for a child, but-“
“I’m not a child.”
“You’re thirteen!”
“And it’s in the name. I’m a teenager. Adult lite. I can handle it.” Daniel sighed before offering Sylus his crystal again. “Please don’t hurt yourself, Dad.”
Smiling, Sylus took the pendant in his hand. After a brief flash of violet light, he released it.
“Thanks, Dad.” Daniel threw his arms around his father’s neck.
“You’re very welcome, Kiddo.”
I crouched down and reached into the bag. Daniel caught my motions and looked at me expectantly. I offered him a round red ball with a slit in one side.
“He didn’t want to put it on.” I explained.
Grinning, Dan took it and slid it onto Sylus’ nose.
The smile Sylus had for his son was unlike any other. There was always so much love and pride in his eyes. With that big grin on his face, he took Daniel in his arms and stood up beside me.
“You’ll behave for them, won’t you?” Sylus breathed.
“I dunno.” Daniel turned to me. “Am I on the naughty or nice list?”
“Fresh slate for the year to come.” I answered.
“Then I guess I’ll try.”
“You can do better than that!” Sylus laughed.
“Dad, I like to think I’m a pretty good kid. No truancy, no drugs, no sex, some rock and roll, straight A’s, and I only dabble in the dark arts on weekends!”
Shaking his head, Sylus put him back down on the porch. “Oh lord you are my son.”
“Sure am!”
Sylus smile wavered.
“I’m okay, Dad.”
“Good.” He ruffled the boy’s hair. “Now get back inside and behave.”
“I always behave!”
“Then keep doing that.”
Daniel opened the door. Straddling the opening, he turned back to Sylus. “I-I know you visit a lot, in the shadows, but can you visit in person more?”
“You know how much that upsets Dorry.”
“I’m not a little kid anymore and I want my dad in my life. It’s not fair how she-“
“She’s protecting you, Daniel.” Sylus replied sternly.
“From what? From you? My father? Can’t be because you’re a tentacle monster because she knows about my magic and hasn’t tried to stop it.”
“It’s complicated, Daniel.”
The boy took a deep breath. “I-I know dad. But… maybe… since the world’s ending and all that, can we try to all be a family?”
“I won’t infringe on Dorry’s rights as your legal guardian, Dan.”
“I-I’ll talk to her.”
Sylus sighed. “You shouldn’t have to.”
“But I want to.” Daniel ducked back outside to hug his father again. “Happy Soldheiria, Dad”
“Happy Soldheiria, Daniel.” Sylus whispered through his hair.
With that, Daniel slipped back inside and shut the door gently behind him.
“I hope you guys can work it out someday.”
“As do I, but Doreen’s feelings are deeply complicated and it’s not my place to upset their balance. And yet…” He pulled the nose off his face and studied it in the palm of his hand. “What I wouldn’t give to freely see my son again.” He put the nose back on and turned to me. “That’s enough festiveness for one year, I should think. I’d like to get somewhere warm, if you don’t mind.”
“Lots of blankets back home.”
“Home…”
“Still getting used to the concept?”
“Still getting used to the idea of it being a solid place and not a state of wandering vagrancy.” He sighed. “But… yes. I would very much like to go home. Maybe have some hot cocoa.”
“That sounds nice, big guy.” I put my arms around him. “Shall I take us there?”
“No, allow me, your noble steed.” He turned and lifted me onto his back. Invisible tentacles wrapped gently around my body, securing me in place. “Let’s hope there are no spooky holiday memories waiting in the Darkspace.”
“I’ll just hold on really tight and everything will be alright.”
“Happy Soldheiria, Jeron.” He breathed. “I’m so lucky to have you in my life.”
“Happy Soldheiria, Sylus.” I whispered in his ear. “And I can’t imagine living another day without you in mine.”
Happy Soldheiria to all, and to all a good night!
Author’s Note: I’m so proud to present the above image commissioned from Rhett Cameron Morris on Facebook. They did an AMAZING job! I honestly never thought I’d see my boys as they are in my head and until now all “art” was AI rendered, but no more! Here they are in all their human glory! Rhett did such a stellar job translating my mess of input and references into something meaningful. I can’t overstate how utterly happy I am.
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